Wednesday, November 4, 2009
today was kinda fucked up.i emo liao.knn.i cant believe it but i may have died today...
bt i guess my time isnt up yet.i still gt some time to live.
ok here's wat happen,
cancelled my plan to go out today coz i was so super freaking tired(worst idea ever). so went home, relax for a while then go sleep at living room couch thingy.then tis grandfather of mine go and heat leftovers coz he was hungry or something.BUT he totally forget about it and went out to go meet my aunty somewhere.so as usual before going out he shut all the doors and windows. when i say all..i literally mean no thief can break in easily type of all.then he go out. being asleep, i dont know wat the fuck is going on in the kitchen.then i suddenly woke up only to find my grandfather running towards the kitchen and the whole house filled with really super thick smoke. then i fast-fast run to the kitchen to close the stove gas control thingy which was burning hot, while grandfather go open all the windows to let the smoke out.then i ran outside to close the main gas supply.the pot ultra burn readi sia..from silver become black. thanks god the thing never catch fire. the smoke finally cleared out from the house after 30mins.the aftermath..i totally smell like bbq and my nose freaking hurts..i think coz i breathe in too much smoke.luckily my grandfather finally remembered about the stove thing..if nt i may still be sleeping,suffocated from lack of oxygen,faint or worst.. die in my sleep. cant blame my grandfather for the incident coz he's old readi..his memory weakening.
most fucked up incident so far..but as most people say..when ure nt fated to go..u'll never go.
And the weird thing is.. i think i gt a guardian angel or something trying to warn me about this incident before it happen.
tis is wat happen before,
i was in the mrt going home with amresh..then dono at which station got this three kids board the train.2 of them play psp then 1 msg2..then they talk2 then suddenly i heard 1 of them say.."Eh..macam ader bau terbakar arh.." or "smells like something's burning". then i curiouslah..then i smell2..bt nothing one..no smell.Next, i was walking home from mrt station..walk3.then i suddenly gt the urge to smoke..like wth? so i msged my sis if she want buy ciggs.Finally, while i was sleeping..i had a dream.in the dream..gt the usual SP hangout classmates. we inside this room..then dono do wat..i think discussing about something.then after some time..i started to cough. then i thought minor thing.bt after that i cough2 like nobody business..cnt stop coughing sia. then, of all people..Agnes said "bring him outside...bring him somewhere else..so he will nt die and stop coughing or something". (Sorry Amresh..not to make u jealous or something but tat's wat happen in my dream.i swear.)then after she said that..i woke up from my sleep. The events above might just be coincidence..but i dono..u decide..
ok.the nxt part is where i get emo.lol.
this thing made me realise that life is short.u can die anytime,anywhere,anyplace..no matter if u're young or old.so..treasure ur loved ones.i would like to say thanks to my family and brothers/sisters(TFC,Achievers,wandi, etc.), love you all. And to my friends..no matter how i know you or even if i rarely talk to you..friends from school,facebook,tagged(meet me matches or random add),those who i tried talking to but refuse/uninterested to talk to me, cats, the aunty that tat sell tissue(jkjk)..i am glad to even get to know you all coz you guys are unique..eventhough we may like the same thing bt we're still different. and everyone has given me some experience or changed the way i behave,interact with people.so i thank you guys and i really appreciate you all being a part of my life(even if the part u play is small lah.hehe).And not forgetting u too J. heart you.muacks. =)
ok.its quite a long post.but im sure u all got the time to read it.
thats all.
take care.
bye.
